xRedrumx

Theres nothing worse than leaving people behind. But if you want to leave them behind then thats chill, but if you leave someone behind thats ill, and if you dont want to, thats practically murder to yourself. I could say suicide but that sounds to delightful. tomorrow, Monday, is going to suck, i dont want to be there to see all my friends faces when they realize that i'm leaving school. it'll kill me to no depth, it will have no fathom. the only thing they can metaphorically hold on to is a memory, and memory is nothing compared to touch, because you cant hug a memory, you cant laugh with a memory, you cant stalk your best friend with a memory, you cant share your pizza with a memory, you cant talk to a memory. And thats all i am leaving my friends with, a fucking memory, what type of sick baby throwing friend is that? not a very good one, i know inside itll kill me and ill eventually cope but still, i hate leaving friends,its like leaving mini family members.