When does one person know when they are not needed anymore?

What is the true life of a failure, i can tell you, i am one. I am proud to be a failure. I wish i had a billion gold stars to put around my truancy letters, to fucking bedazzle the shit out of my failure notices, to sparkle my bad report cards up the ass with. I like being an intelligent failure, it just means i recognize who i am and what i will be- Greatness, Spectacular, Amazing, fucking Adored! Why, because i don't conform, i will never ever listen to what the opposed have to say, their opinions are freaking dick to me, so fuck em. I will never put myself down, i will never do more than i want to, i will never stop until i have reached my goal, so screw all the officers, fuck all the squads, bug off you teachers, you tools, you will never fix me. No amount of time spent on trying to rule me will be sucessful, i wish people would attempt to fix me, i wish my mother would hand me over to her squad, knowing who i am, and see if i turn out any different. Now realize why people try to fix others, realize why others try to mute the amazing, realize why we catorgize others, so we can belittle them, so we can feel better about ourselves, and really if you have ever been muted, been "fixed", been belittled, go up a mirror and fucking break it! You are not what they want you to be, you will not conform to what everyone else wants you to be, you cannot be fixed when you are already perfect by just being who you are. If you think that you're a failure and you base who you are by that letter on that piece of paper, burn it. Its only paper, its only ink, your fire of you-ness will consume it and destroy it. The unwanted trophys you own, if you didn't want to do it, you didn't wanna do that sport, you hate spelling, school is prison and perfect attendance is bullshit to you, break them, they're only fucking gold plastic, they do not hold you, they do not define you, they do not hold you to anything but what you believe them to hold you to, break them, break it, fucking demolish it! Go ahead disrespect your surroundings, tear down the idols forced upon you! Run away from what your parents want from you, fuck getting the jock, girl raping, steroid taking, young, dumb, full of cum boyfriend, love who you want to, what your parents say about it shit, its what you love, they don't have to deal with them, you do, it's your life, live it your way, and fuck what the others say.

"You should have killed me when you got the chance"