gattttdannit, when i think ive got the edge its a swinging door

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try slamming a swinging door, try flipping a pancake right after your pour it, try unloving someone, try being me.

yes please go ahead and try, really who is going to do it better?
me or you, and please leave the comments to yourself on MY life, because thats what it is, mine not yours, dont get the hint go back to third grade.

i dont have an ego, and i try my best not to call people out, but i can't stand it when someone, who's opinion i didnt need (i mean hey man i didnt ask for you to be born so what ever you have to say to me is going in and then out) gives me shit about what i do, i wanna pimpslap a bitch. like you REALLY think you can handle my issues, go right ahead because i have no problem shutting someone else up. really now people how many times do i have to hear someone tell me that who i am is to "obscene" or "rated x" or that im too "out there". PFHHHFFTT well excuse me queen bitch i didn't know i was intruding on your normal party, ill just rape your toaster, burn your wonder rose labrinth (brothel) and exit out thru the back while you drown in your normality.im not going to lie, i make alot of mistakes, but even after i still dont care, i mean george bush made enough so unless i turn british and walk across the russian border declaring democracy, leave me the fuck alone. seriously i dont need people who are just going to sit on the world, i mean really get out there become something besides an opinion and a waste of oxygen. i hate high school because thats all it is, shit. i go for 6-7 hours a day to hear shit i am probably not going to remember WHAT SO FUCKING EVER and then be surrounded by people who judge you. OPEN THE DAMN BOOK DONT JUST READ THE COVER YOU BROAD. also i cant believe i have to read shitty outsiders again..and then make a bag report..the fuck is a bag report oh yeah GAY AS HELL! why i cant just make a damn puppet?

why cant i just have a beautiful life? i like being out of place and underdressed. please leave your contriteness to yourself. I dont need it. Everything goes according to plan every now and blue moons.

UGH!