"Babe, if it wasn't risky, it wouldn't be possible, we only take risks, you know this, now this is your consequence, maybe you were to comfortable with this risk, you forgot its number one danger; The Broken Heart"
There is a certain feeling, that you come across right before you faint, right before you jump off a diving board or a cliff, i have expierienced it, in both ways in that way i can compare it to anything.
A long time ago i jumped off this really big rock, about 20ft high, straight into the pool below, well right before you hit the water you (catch or) hold your breath so that you don't get water all up in those places.
We'll call him Mocha. Me and Mocha, hit it up, and hit it off fast. We were puppy lovin. Til it get serious, he said the L word (LOVE) well actually he said " I L you". I didn't feel right saying it back right then so I asked for time. Nicely, he gave me some, when i finally came around to saying it, It was like Jumping off the rock again, only instead of having a 20Ft Drop to a pool, it got bigger 25...34....46....57..89... 100.. Thats when it happens I jump, I started falling, of course he was going to be down there in the pool to congratulate me on my excellent dive. I'm 5 feet away from the pool, i notice he's gone, he left, SPLASH!, didn't have time to catch my breath or nothing, now i'm sitting here, at the bottom of a tide pool facing up, watching everyone else, jump, fall and be congratulated. Where is my congratulations, oh right i don't get any.
You have won. The tears have fallen down my cheeks.
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