I could (Bullets!!)

• stop making blog headers that have my face- but i like the way it looks
• not listen to such obscene music - but i like it.
• change the channel to something else besides comedy central-but i dont watch that stuff
• be more confident about things
• text less
• be worried less about who i am currently dating
• tell that one guy how much i hate him-but im involved
• completely forget about my bad reputation i did nothing to get
• quit worrying so much
• be more open to my friends
• not ditch class
• go to the mall
• become less addicted to couches AND hoodies
• not waste my allowance the night i get it-but what i do is SO not worth what i get so fuck it
• quit dying my hair crazy colors
• join a school sport
• be less argumentive with my english teacher
• do my homework
• buy some magazines i guess
• maybe watch the news
• have a party with ALL my friends...and brothers :)
• unite all the stuffies on my bed to form a giant mass of stuffie army
• call my boyfriend more
• be single again..............

its so easy for me to forget why i am doing what i do, who i am. Lately i have been wondering, if this keeps going on what else might i lose/gain. And ive been caring less about what people think. Yesterday i walked to my friends house in my pajam-jams. I mean i looked pretty much like kesha walking down the street. I felt so alive and then i actually listened to her music, and i felt like i could do anything, be anyone, and i wanted to be just like.... me. Someone who didnt really care, someone who was perfectly fine with who they were.

I felt like the Burger King....King. It was the absolute best time of my life. :)