which is bliss?
because i for one would really like to fucking know. i hate how it can seem like i am having a very well knowledged conversation, and the next minute the conversation is total and utter shit.
What in the fucking hell are they really teaching in public school?
i ask alot of fucking questions, which made my teachers like me. and i for one absorbed every single thing that was taught to me. i like to know things, i dont want to be the retard no one talks to. is this reason why i am attracted to nerds?
because i like to have intelligent and intricate conversations that make sense logically and you dont have to explain every single fucking word. i like questions that are asked with the intention of getting an answer. i dont like wasting questions that have no meaning behind them. every word that i speak or write has something behind it and are all connected. am i living in a hell hole where no one asks questions and people are completely fine with not knowing shit like WHY? i do not apologize for my threatening intelligence, or my high curiousity for things. I'm tired of the people that don't know or don't want to know or doesnt ask.
You have a brain for a fucking reason. Use it.
And as i type to you today i would like to say that the tears running down my face are for the people, that have wasted their minds away and have thrown their intelligence through the window, for those who were too scarred to question and are now ignorant to the world around them.
I cry for the students who arent learning.
I cry for the people who dont know.
I cry for the nerds who were struck down like me because of their desire to know.
I cry for those who don't want to and question the things that are simple.
I cry for all the wasted conversations that never got the time.
I sniffle for the stupid..
I lament for the ignorant and dream that one day they will know.
i end this here.. with my one last sob for me, and that i may never be around those like me
who crave honesty, and believe that asking questions is okay, and that knowledge is the highest form of currancy.
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