sometimes when i think of you..i puke..alot

remember when i use to sneak out with you?
and i got caught that one time

remeber when we use to dance in my driveway?
and then i actually got up the courage to ask you to the dance
and then you decide to go with your ex and then get back with her
and hurting me and ruining my christmas in the process

remeber when we use to be a secret?
and then we weren't

remember when you would leave me hickies?
and then i would get in trouble and your girlfriend would get mad at you
even though you two werent even together

remember us?
welll no this is so much better than that.




now sometimes when i think of you joe, haha i can say your name now, i puke. I puke at how dumb i was, i puke at your face. sometimes i think of you coming over and me telling you to get the hell away from my house.

sometimes i think of you and your girlfriend together, thinking of how she doesn't even know.

sometimes i even think of your girlfriend and how much she doesnt like me, and then i realize: "wow i really dont give a shit"

sometimes i think of us laying on my bed..and then i wanna burn my sheets.

when i go on walks and pass by your house i imagine it on fire, and everything is in flames, and no one can hear you, youre just there, screaming and im on the other side, holding a gas can and smokin a cigarette.

when i think of motorcross, i see you on your red bike, riding up a slope, and then your bike gives up and you cant turn it on, and then you plummit, and crash really hard.

i love how much ive gotten over you, and how much i have realized. its actually very extradinary.