"you were some of my best dreams"
i'm pretty sure that we don't mean to do things, and sometimes we can't help what we do. we can't help who we fall in love with, or who we hurt in any form. But can we help our dreams? Because dreams come from our subconsicous, but its also part of our consicous mind, and in some parts of our conscious mind are where memories are stored. So to dream of someone who is in a memory yet no longer in our life is completely normal..right? how we deal is within our control right? amongst other things, sometimes we only take time to temporarily deal with something instead of actually dealing with it, long term. after always temporaily dealing with something your inner soul might not be able to now fully deal with it and you crash..hard. i'm not going to say that i have completely dealt with my ache, but i am going to deny the fact that i am okay, because i am not. sometimes when we deny it to people when they ask us how we are doing and we say okay, we just made the problem a little bit bigger. denial will only lead us to temporary satisfaction, and that is just not doing anything any good.
i dreamed of you.
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