Summer is freaking hot.

its pretty much like really freaking hot this summer.

i don't want to melt.

But you wanna hear about my fourth right?

Everyone does i mean thats probably the reason why you are looking at that little blog list of yours.

Blah blah blah bullshit bullshit bullshit Family crap bullshit bullshit Friends blah blahhity blabbity blahhh Sat with the boyfriend blah blah blah fireworks start, shit falls on us loud loud loud bang bang bang done. Dennys home. Sleep.

so eventful right?

so yeah anyways back to the sun being a dick.

its really freaking hot, i don't want to do anything but go to antarctica and pants off wrestle penguins.

so this is what i wore to fireworks.

enjoy

Charlie<3

I got wedges...

Some of you may not know my case with shoes but, i dont like peep toes, white ones, or wedges.

I dont understand the thing with only wanting to show of the

top of a couple of your toes. It makes no sense to me.

Why are you going to wear white shoes if your going to be walking on the ground with them?

they are obviously going to get dirty

And i like the traditional stilito heel, i dont under stand wedges, they mind boggle me.

and today i got some,

and that is what i looked like leaving the store with them.

Like why am i oddly attracted to these shoes?

And trust me i am no fashionista but i know how to dress cute, and in my dressing cute

this did not include wedges.

But for some very very odd unbenounced to even myself reason

i was attracted to these wedges and begged my mother for them.

It quite a battle let me just say.

Lo behold that is them

I have right now a count of 2 outfits that they would fit into. While my mother says that you can

wear wedges with anything i refuse to wear them unless they look cute

with the actual outfit, so no (for now) i will not

be doning these great win of shoes with a pair of shorts or anything like that because

well me and heels have a short history of not liking each other very much

So, also today i walked by the nail polish and 2 colors popped out to me,

now normally i would choose a pretty pink color that goes with my

personality and style but these really seemed to scream at me, there is a brand and her name is

Essie,

and Essie likes color, which is great because i love color, and i like nail polish

despite the fact that my mom says i am getting high on it

NOT TRUE :)

the first one is like a light blue-green and is named

Turquoise & Caicos

which to me is just absolutely adorable which is my style i like to look

cute,cuddly&adorable

the first 2 start with C's just like my name. :)

The second is like a dark purplely brown, which i usually don't swipe onto my

nails considering they are both dark colors, and i just don't get down with those.

and its called

Wicked

and it seemed like the perfect color and name to go with someone

who isn't always too friendly but has a dark sensual side that doesn't like to be messed with

the side that we don't show.

I hope that maybe you will let your nail color reflect something about you

and you shouldn't let your clothing do all the talking for you,

try a piece that says something,

even something completely simple like your nail color will do.

i promise i do not get paid to, or sent anything from the companies mentioned,

because that would just not be real.

(my shoes were found at payless ;D and you can find essie at your local beauty supply stores; i found mine at kmart for $7.99 or try www(dot)essie(dot)com)

Sometimes you just gotta break out

sometimes what i wear is usually less than cute. But when i actually start to take the time and pick out and outfit and do my hair. People might actually start to realize i'm a little more than the less than flattering clothes i use to wear. Personally I would have to disagree with a certain pop star know for sticking up for a little white girl at the vmas and that no Girls do not run the world.

Yes girls may cause some drama bullshit that has affected some shit.

But no girls do not have it in them to run the world. Mainly because we let our hearts get in the way and what not, oh damn off subject.

:)
So what i believe is that a girl should take the time in whatever part of the day that she gets ready, and do herself, like put on the shit to make her pretty because women seem to lose that. Girls, Ladies, Women, Lassies, and Bettys..Listen up, take the time in the day even if you aint doin shit to make yourself look pretty. I don't understand why you have to be going somewhere to look good, unless your like some figure of status and you have to keep up that rep. And i'm not saying that you must do this every gaddamn day, but do it atlleast 5-6 days out of the week. I love it when girls say that they like when their boyfriend doesn't mind them wearing sweats, thats just dumb because sweats in no way are fucking cute. I would not let my boyfriend see me in sweats more than 5 times a year. Sweats are not acceptable on a girl for more than 3X in a week when they are infront of their boyfriend.

Now on to the subject of the title:

What i mean by "Sometimes you have to break out" is, if you wear the same shit, like the same style of shit since 6th grade, and don't fucking mix it up. People will just get use to you. Break the fuck out with your clothing. Today i realized that i did just that, my style has changed so much from my 6th grade to Frosh year. Example: i would wear (in my 8th year to atleast the middle of my 9th year) dark grey and bleak clothing, basically like the emo scene bullshit. Now today i wear the preppy, cute, i basically belong in a fucking beach scene or a tommy hilfinger picnic shoot.

And i love all the positive response i am getting from people, except a few "scene queen" friends who are saying ive sold out to the brand names.

No bitch i've switched it up,

I'm a human being, not a fucking plain piece of cardboard, im not going to just drift down the river of highschool socialness as a blank sheet of emotion and bleakness.

My outfit for todaayyyyy :

a Hollister Flower Tank (Grey), I Love H81 (Forever21,Cream), Sweetheart Skinny Jeans (OldNavyy)